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last entry wooo

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 05:22:43 GMT

i got in to my 4th college!! ASU!! heck yes, i dont wanna go there, but its exciting

oh and btw..im gonna delete my LJ...its pointless for me, no one gives a shit first of all and i get no comments everytime..no this is no a plea for comments lol, but im over it..definitly in to my myspace right now- wow im a loser..but say byebye to this..lovee
<3gab

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 02:45:59 GMT

i had a super fun weekend..
friday night i hung out with my brother for a while and then went over to eric's house for a while...good times

saturday day i went downtown LA and probably got the coolest shoes..ever..HOT PINK, and i mean HOT, converses..ad some other cheap shit
night- i went to sharon's party...as much as i dont really like people, i love to dance and i danced and it was awesome

sunday- i slept all day and then at night..wow so random..but i went to westwood with danielle, jacquie, roee and brett..we picked up Paul at his dorms, and went to diddy reese ice cream then walked around for a while and then danielle and i wanted to see paul's dorm so we went inside for a sec..it was wayyyy fun

i cant wait for college, being in the college environment is so awesome

we're awesome hahah...thats all..<3gab

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 03:02:11 GMT

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I SPRAINED MY ANKLE..AND IM LAUGHING CAUSE I DID IT FALLING DOWN THE STAIRS..HAHAHAHAH

OK THATS IT
<3GAB

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 04:07:43 GMT

im having a HORRIBLE day...did extra horrible on my debate and probably failed the test i had to take after school..CHEER ME UP

even though this REALLY cheers me up

i seriously am going to marry adam levine..i dont care what any of you say

<3<3

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 05:47:33 GMT

fuck yes!!!!!!!!!!! i just found out i got in to KU!! (university of kansas!!)

so far 3 for 3!
-sfsu
-humboldt
-kansas

i cant fuckin wait for college
<3gab

lets fuck shit up man

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 06:51:43 GMT

what a great new years..i love my friends

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 08:47:59 GMT

thats right bitches..i hung out with DEB FROM NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE TONIGHT..be jealous..shes way nice and way funny

anywho..new guy, i think it might work, but im always wrong..yeah im being emo

i love you all
<3gab

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 07:46:42 GMT

In Arizona..havnt been here in a loonnngg ass time...its boring as usual, but its good to be back

so i thought max was completely over me cause um well, when a guy never calls u and tells your best friend that hes not gonna pay attention to me at the party because this other girl from philadelphia will be there, wouldnt you think he was over you?..well tonight i was talking to him and he tells me, " im sorry we havnt really talked alot but i want u to know that when i told you i was in to you, i wasnt bullshitting it or playing you"..i was like oh!

but what if i dont like him anymore? uh oh

i saw Closer tonight..and well its super disturbing, but Jude Law is so amazingly sexy and you see a glimpse of his manhood- highlite of the movie by far

i think im gonna be seeing maroon5 at the grammys in february..if they perform, everyone listen for me screaming my fuckin lungs out that i wanna have sex with adam levine, cause i will be doing that

ok, done
<3gab

yessss

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 19:11:07 GMT

i have now kissed in the rain..amazing!!!

thats all my news for now
<3<3Gab

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 02:29:26 GMT

so im gonna post stecy style
-got 5 outta my 10 applications done and sent
-my brother comes in this weekend, way excited
-i like 2 boys haha
-im getting my hair cut and colored next week! so excited
-i saw the incredibles and the movie Ray..incredibles was cool, ray was well, looonnggg
-so excited to see friends from college this weekend!!!
-i need a job real baddd
-im having a early hannukah party on saturday with my family, so excited

thats about it..nothing special

<3 Gab

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 07:19:09 GMT

so guys are confusing...im not gonna get into that right now

anyways, my dad, stepmom(lorraine) and luke are in town! its so exciting, i have not seen luke since the beginning of september..aw it was so great seeing him, he seems like hes grown up so much since the last time i saw him..its sad, i feel like im missing out on his childhood in a way...kiera came to dinner with me..then we left and went over to the calabasas game for the last 10 minutes of it..we walked in on the calabasas side and didnt have to pay, it was nice...i wasnted to go to see my friend who goes there..it was so great seeing him also, hes one cool kid!

kinda stressing about college..
thats about it for now
<3 Gab

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 21:07:21 GMT

i just cant handle everything right now...like im sure none of u care at all im just venting
its hard to enjoy everything when all u do is feel like shit about yourself 24/7...why cant i just be happy for once? it seems as if everytime something seems to get better in my life, one thing comes along and just pushes everything good away..im just so upset..cheer me up!
<3 gab

a boy

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 04:49:06 GMT

ive never felt this way about someone....im really trying to remain optimistic about him..please hope something happens!!!!! please everyone

he is the most amazing guy ive ever met..such a gentelman, seriously

ahhhh

<3 Gab

my weekend

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 23:25:56 GMT

so my brother came into town this weekend..friday night kiera, adam and I went to dinner and then went to the westlake game for a little bit..it was too crowded and we couldnt handle that so we left to go get ice cream..we were gonna go over to my brothers friend adams place because his boss let him have her house for the weekend which is in santa monica and really nice..but ends up my mom and my brother got into a huge fight, theni got involved..and wow was that just a mess..horrible

then i didnt go to sleep until 3 am saturday morning cause ive been talking to this guy like every night for hours...woke up real early and realized i couldnt feel my right arm..i literally could not function my arm unless i moved it using my other arm to move it..so i went to the doctor she said it was probably just a pinched nerve and or i slept on it wrong..it went away a few hours later

went over to kieras later that night and hung out with this kid josh, his friend(i dont remember his name), and chris..i ended up going home kinda early cause i was so tired..but i still didnt go to bed until 3am again cause i was talking to that guy, lol...

woke up early again on sunday and did homework all day...then last night i got 1 hour of sleep because i was thinking about so many things and i wasnt tired..

today in psychology was so amazing..we did this boy/girl argument and it was so fun! i got so into it, asking eachother questions..of course we wernt allowed to use sexual things, but everything the guy had to say basically refered back to something sexual, it was funny

so excited for next weekend..going up to santa barbara! yay
<3 Gab

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 22:42:22 GMT

hmmm so lets begin with friday during 3rd period...
randomly, i couldnt feel my right arm..then my left arm, then my legs, and then my beck and i felt like i didnt have any muscles..i was twitching and having a hard time breathing

so i flip out and call my mom and of course im having a reaction to a new medicine..so i go home and try to rest..kiera comes and picks me up to take me to her moms office so shecould look at me, we ended up not going though..i had a panic attack and my thraot swelled so i could barely swallow..wow it was sucha a nice experience

sats on saturday wertnt bad...hopefully i did better

hung out with kiera, kiley, alexis, alexandra, jenn and then some of kileys friends last night.WOW SO MUCH EFFIN FUN...im not even gonna go into details

i got asked to homecoming..but im not going lol..gonna go down to SB to visit my friend that weekend and party and meet this guy whose way cute

and now im done and off to homework..

<3 Gab

concert!!

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 18:03:43 GMT

omg last night was so insane...first letterkills went on, i dont like them so kiera and i went to go buy a MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SHIRT..and as were getting our shirts..FUCKING GERARD(LEAD SINGER OF MCR) WALKS RIGHT BY US IN THE LOBBY!!! holy shit..so we tried to talk to him but we didnt want to interrupt his convo! he is so hot, wow..so then MCR went on and kiera and i got so into it and it was aweosme! then lost prophets whho were really good! and thern story of the year was awesome!!!!!! they are really good and really hot haha..anyways i didnt go to school my throat and back hurt really bad!
<3 gab

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 06:10:56 GMT

i really wanna go to homecoming! people..find a date for me! okay im done complaining..

so funny!

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 20:53:28 GMT

so kiera and i were at the commons last night (dont ask why, we were bored) and this like 10 yr old kid turns around to us and goes.."hey! do you guys have a livejournal, and if so whats your user name?"
sooooo funny..what a loser

1 week and 1 day until the nintendo fusion tour!!! woo hoo

<3
Gab

given up

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 04:00:01 GMT

ive given up on guys for a loongg time....i hate when people say to me " dont worry, your time will come" well im so fuckin sick of waiting for that time to come..i hate stupid sayings like that because it doesnt apply to everyone...lets see, um i have had one boyfriend- that was in 7th grade and we only saw eahcother at school and wen out for like 3 weeks..woop de doo

-then..all the other guys..2 of them liked me but ended up with someone else
-my first kiss used me cause he basically felt bad for me
-another guy told me he liked me and i thought something was gonna come out of it but then he decided to talk shit
-one of the guys i really liked said he liked me but then i found out it was all a joke

i swear what the fuck is wrong with me? i see all these bitchy girls getting guys...um. i dont think im bitchy, why cant i get a guy? maybe people need to stop going after just looks, i know im not mrs hot stuff, but i dont think i have that shitty of a personality..right?

anyways i just really needed to vent

<3 Gab

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 21:40:35 GMT

well i had my expectations set way to high for senior year...i know its only been 2 weeks, but its been the worst 2 weeks out of all 4 years

you would think that by 12 grade, u would have established ur friends and even after changes, things would be back to normal..but they arnt

classes are already fliipin hard..i just want to get out of this town

so weird not dressing up in my cheer outfit on friday..in a way i miss it, i miss performing at football games and pep rallies..i miss dancing..but i dont miss mrs. mcfatty mcgrew

leave a comment, i doubt anyone will though
<3 Gab

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 20:44:13 GMT

so this school year= off to a pretty shitty start

the people i thought would end up being okay once school started, completely made me disapointed cause all they have been is COLD...my classes are gay- math analysis is absolutly fuckin impossible so i think im switching into FINE NiTE or whatever its called

im so glad alexis is okay....i gave her a massage 2 days in a row so she better be okay! :-)...haha

why are people so mean? if someone has an answer to that, please let me know

<3 Gab

schedule

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 23:40:58 GMT

dont know why im doing this..but i need to find people in my classes..so let me know if your in one! :-)

1. Physiology- Hamiliton
2. Govt- thomas...(second semester stanley)
3. Psycology- Strawn ( second semester staiano)
4. Project socerties- aron
5. Math Analysis- keays
6. English 4- cano

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 10:18:39 GMT

k alexis and gab are single girls now...

we need to meet some hot single babes!

no more guys from kiera....

-ya'll make me wanna LA LA
in the kitchen on the floor

my pimp brother

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 06:08:27 GMT

i swear..this kid is only 4 yrs old and hes already a player...he had 3 girls fighting over him at camp..one of which he brought flowers to 4 days in a row and she brought him cookies and told him she loved him! its insane..i think every should wish they could be as cool as him..haha
<3 Gab

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 00:59:43 GMT

well i havnt updated in a while..but lets see..im in arizona right now..i actually finall met a friend here! a girl, who is my next door neighbor, kinda weird that she lives directly next door and i just met her yesterday..and anyways i also kinda became friends with lukes camp counselor so maybe ill hang out with him..its not so bad here anymore

my birthday was cool...went to melrose for the day and then went to dinner...after i went and met up with ida jessie and kimi..it was nice, i havnt hung with them in a while

nothing really else to say
<3 Gab